Christopher,

I googled the cemetery where your maternal grandfather and paternal grandmother along with your Aunts and Uncles buried you for your Dad and me. Though I was home from the hospital, I was too sick to make the trip.

I know approximately where your gravesite is in your grandfather’s family plot. Though we visited the area and placed fun things like windmills and flowers a few times on holidays and anniversaries, your Dad and I could never come to terms to make that final acceptance of placing a marker.

I found the cemetery but could not find you. I wonder if it is because 33 years ago a baby that was born still was not acknowledged.

Love you, Mom